No one ever told me that being a mom is a daily rollercoaster of emotions. There are highs and lows and moments when I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs and also moments when the ride is over and I want to go again.
I guess what I’m looking for is someone to confirm that it’s totally normal to want to bang your head against the wall because the baby is incessantly whining from the confines of her high chair because she feels she’s ready to feed herself when really if she gets the correct end of the spoon in her mouth it’s only by coincidence. (She’s got to learn sometime though, right?) At the end of the meal Mummy has an even bigger mess to clean up because someone insisted she knew how to eat oatmeal, but whatever to keep her from making that god-awful noise for 45 minutes. Or when she won’t stay still long enough for me to get a clean diaper on her. She flips over before I even have the old one off. It’s like wrestling a badger.
But then there are moments when she thinks me tickling her neck is the funniest thing in the world. She belly laughs like an old fat man before squealing with delight. I feel the rush and adrenaline as the coaster zooms down the hill, my stomach rising into my throat before shooting back down to my toes. It’s the best feeling in the world. I want to stay in that moment all day, but it’s over just as quickly as it started and I have to get back in line again. Trudging my way to the front, waiting through some more whining and crying before I get to that elusive moment of sheer joy.
It’s definitely all worth it.
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I couldnt agree with you more!!! I feel that way about our little one on a daily basis as well….especially the diaper situation!!!
That makes me feel better! Thanks!
Yes, it is totally normal to have the roller coaster ride between irritated and completely mush over your baby. BTW, I have a little flap jack on my changing table, too. I try reserve his most interesting toys to play with during the diaper change, but it doesn’t work.
Good to know! Because I run the gamut all day!
The flipping thing drives me bonkers! Yes, that’s a good trick. Sometimes it works for us and sometimes not so much. Must depend on her mood. : )